Every Rose has its thorn.
don't let life change your name or who you are.
I'ts one of those days....
one of those you just don't feel like smiling, talking or doing anything,
your just exhausted.
It's because you lost the job you totally needed, right?
It's because of the boyfriend or wife who cheated on you, right?
It's because of the pregnancy test which turnt out to be positiv, right?
It's about the loved one you lost, isn't it?
And then there are this people around you talking, talking and just won't stop talking.
'Everyone can master a grief but he that has it'.
Well well, uncle William never disappoints us !
Dealing with depression, emptiness, lost and failure can be so exhausting right?
the hardest thing I guess, is trying to act 'normal' around everybody,
that mask you have to put on around those who say they know you,
and those who claim they don't.
You are desperately hoping for it not to fall off to early,
it's just inbetween your own walls you can afford to let go of it...
its been a long day, hasnt it been?.
7 billion people, 14 billion faces.
I knew someone, who knew someone, who was in this exact situation.
That someone just woke up one morning and decided to be happy that day.
That someone said to itself that worrying does nothing but take time.
That someone said to the sad voice in its head, which always wants that someone to stay in the dark place to just shut the hell up for once,
been there, done that, not doing it again that someoe said.
I dont know where that someone is now,
that someone learned to fly I guess.
Note to myself
Been there, done that, not doing it again.
the hardest thing I guess, is trying to act 'normal' around everybody,
that mask you have to put on around those who say they know you,
and those who claim they don't.
You are desperately hoping for it not to fall off to early,
it's just inbetween your own walls you can afford to let go of it...
its been a long day, hasnt it been?.
7 billion people, 14 billion faces.
I knew someone, who knew someone, who was in this exact situation.
That someone just woke up one morning and decided to be happy that day.
That someone said to itself that worrying does nothing but take time.
That someone said to the sad voice in its head, which always wants that someone to stay in the dark place to just shut the hell up for once,
been there, done that, not doing it again that someoe said.
I dont know where that someone is now,
that someone learned to fly I guess.
Note to myself
Been there, done that, not doing it again.
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